Sunday, April 21, 2013

Battle for Redemption

Assalamualaikum Everyone!!!

Hey fellow readers, it has been busy weekend for me how about you guys? Hope everything goes to according to your plan ^^. Today I wanted to share with you guys about something religious. Please don't be so judgmental towards me.

So everyone, do you ever feel lost even when you're not? I do. I admit when I was studying and working in Kuala Lumpur, my lifestyle was terrible. Its better for me not to say what I've done in KL. I do feel shammed of myself and regret for the things that I've done. That is also one of the reason why I leave KL and move back to my hometown, nothing but for redemption. I need to clean myself from all the sin that I did when I was in KL. Don't get me wrong, KL is good I'm just not tough enough to live in KL. 

Anyway, everyone has his/her own battle for redemption. We wanted to leave everything bad and start new life. Some people manage to build his/her new life without problem. Most, end up doing same thing all over again. Why? Because many of them didn't get support from friends and family. Actually its not that their family and friends don't want to give support but they didn't know about this 'transition'. Therefore, my suggestion is, let your family or close friend know. At least they can motivate you when you start to lose track. 


Fellow readers, always remember that when you lose yourself, Allah will always be with you every second. Never lose your faith in Him. InShaa Allah, things will be normal again. Lailahaillallah Muhammadurrasullah. Our journey is still far, be thankful that we still be given chance to pray for His mercy. We can never escape from making mistake, because we are human. But always remember, Allah is always watching us. 

Anyway, that is all for today.

Stay tuned for more stories. 

This is me, bukan perfeksi.

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